Years back when I was about to give up on my life. One day I saw a boy selling some stuff. That courage to fight for a life, no matter what, made me to work on my dream. Again after years of failure and unimaginable level of work I am carrying or I tried to carry, lead to conclude effort is not worth. Scriptures repeatedly warn not to be egoist to think you are doing. Rather it is correct to say that all is MAYA of the Lord. Since my eyes are still not wise enough, I think I am working and I have a right to give up on myself. Then a Doc, and her inspiring work or aspiration to work came to my doorsteps, or I got chance to observe her aspiration. I don't know where it strikes but again I give up on false ego, rather than on my dream to achieve unachievable for my motherland and my mother. I believe that a God gives you a blessing in an unexpected form. I waste time reading scriptures to find what my heart really want, and suddenly it light up just before my eyes. Sincer...